Who Knows….

So, given the name above you may think that this blog will be about firefighting and the many things associated with firefighting, well my friends you would also be sadly mistaken if that were the case.  My intentions are not to bore you with heroic stories of fighting fires and saving babies, but instead to talk about things that probably make no sense to anyone in the sane world.  Please indulge my efforts though as I try to make sense of it all.

 Since I am not drunk nor have I had any adult beverages for several days now I figured I would start by talking about recent events in my life.  Some have been good and some have bad.  Some of this comes from the Powers gang (check um out) and some of this comes from revelations of my own.  The last year or so has been one of the greatest on record.  My best friend moved back state side after a brief excursion to parts unknown by man, ok so it was Australia, maybe just unknnown by myself and a select few others.  Hangin out like we used to and pretty much becoming borderline alcoholics in the process has been one of the greatest times ever.  For those of you who know the story you are a step ahead of the rest.  The short version is we were friends then we were’nt and now we are again.  The truth of the matter is we have had our rough times in our friendship, but we always work through it (ggaaayyyy) anyways, having a true friend such as this has made such an impact on my life.  Like I said things were great I had my friend back, then I met a new friend.  This new friend of mine and myself started dating and I lost my best friend.  Why you ask, stupidity is the only word I can use to truly define what happened.  Life is good again, I can admit now that I have made mistakes in every relationship I have ever had, but it is the true friendships that will last.  How do you define a true a friendship you may ask yourself, I have no clue.  I have to be the worst friend ever.  I am not good at returning phone calls and I don’t spend as much time with my friends as I use too.  Does this make me a bad friend, doubtful, but I could do better and I think we all could at some point or another.  To my friends who I tend to ignore for one reason or another just know that it is not that I don’t enjoy your friendships I just suck at being a good friend.  I am lucky I suppose because alot of my faults are looked over and my friendships are as good as ever.